MR TORRINGTON: Look Mr Young, you've said a number of times now you can't do it? -- Yes
But the fact of the matter is that through your endeavours and the employing of people and the senior role you take, you have successfully built up a company since 2003 and 4 haven't you? -- Yes.
And so far as the hours you work, you appreciate, and your evidence has been, that you have up to, I think, 35-40 hours a week, you say sometimes or less than other times? -- Yes. Yes.
There is nothing stopping you training up or having other sub-contractors come in who would earn you money ...? -- I cannot ...
... simply by you starting them ...? -- I cannot sustain it. You think about - do you think if I could build up a company if I have one person with me? I could get 10. There's enough work out there to sink a battleship in the industry. I can't sustain it.
... Mr Young at the same time as doing with this company, you've noticed, and you've said it to the court this morning, you have noticed that physically you've been able to feel better than you have since 2003 and 4? -- Yes.
That's correct, isn't it? -- That's correct.
Emotionally, you've felt better, correct? -- Correct.
And they are the times when you have been working the hours that you told the court about, correct? -- Yes, correct.
So can I suggest to you that so far as your concerns about not being able to do it, the fact in every aspect of your life things have been improving now for the last few years? --You can suggest that.
Well it's true, isn't it? -- Well in some facets yes and others not. I have a - I have a reduced capacity for remembering things. So, I've got so much - the way I work at it, I've got so much life force and if I commit to one thing I have to dump another. So right now I'm concentrating on my family and my social interconnection with all my friends because I need to build it up and get back into real life. But something has to give, I can't do everything. I can't do it all. It takes a lot of man hours and time, I just can't do it. I would like to establish a company and have 10 project managers working with me, I wouldn't be sitting in this court. But I can't sustain that. I can't take the lead. I'm spent.