48 Hence, as I have said, the appellant in this case carried the burden of proving that he did not have the prescribed knowledge prior to 15 November 1990 and his Honour's ruling to that effect contained no relevant error.
Ground 5: errors in finding knowledge acquired before relevant date and in relying on appellant's self-medication
49 Under cover of this ground the appellant effectively attacked his Honour's finding that the appellant had failed to establish that he first knew that he suffered from the mental injury after 15 November 1990.[54] It was said that this finding was not open on the evidence and that his Honour's conclusion that the appellant knew in 1970-1971 that he was suffering from the mental illness because he was self-medicating on antidepressants was fatally flawed and vitiated his decision in that regard.
50 As I have explained, the onus of proof on this issue was on the appellant. It was his case that it was not until he saw Dr Lambeth in 1996 that he first became aware that he was suffering from PTSD. But his Honour was not bound to accept this claim, particularly since he considered the appellant to be an unreliable, if not an untrustworthy, witness. In coming to the impugned conclusion, his Honour had regard to a number of circumstances that bore on the status of the appellant's knowledge about his mental condition. The primary amongst them were the following. First, the judge had regard to what he considered must have been the appellant's appreciation that he had undergone a substantial, if not dramatic, change in his mental condition after the collision when compared to his position in that regard before the accident, in a context where the problem subsided when he was posted to shore only to reappear when he served on the Derwent as explained earlier but then settling down not long after he left that ship. His Honour noted that there was no evidence that the appellant had any of the PTSD symptoms before the collision, yet he said that on the night in question he was in a state of shock, and for some time following this he experienced anger at the Navy, could not sleep properly, suffered nightmares of the kind described, sweated and screamed out at night. He also said that his personality changed into 1965, that he started to consume excessive alcohol and was involved in misconduct offences in 1964. On the other hand, as was pointed out by his Honour, on his own evidence, the appellant knew that upon being posted to shore the symptoms settled down after the collision, but re-emerged when he went to sea on the Derwent, declining materially not long after he left the ship.
51 Secondly, his Honour had regard to the appellant's knowledge and experience of medical matters, which the judge said equipped him "with better understanding"[55] of the symptoms and whether what he suffered was an 'injury or impairment to his mental condition' ". In that context his Honour noted that the appellant "admitted that he had treated RAN personnel for depression and mental type problems". Next, his Honour considered that the appellant appreciated the difference between physical and mental injuries. Relevantly, for present purposes, the judge thought it significant that the appellant resorted to antidepressants for relief from the mental problems he experienced on the Derwent. The judge also observed that the problems "seemed to have been well managed" through the medication. His Honour concluded "with some hesitation", as I have said, that the appellant did not know during 1964-1965 that he was suffering from a "compensable psychiatric injury". On the other hand, he said, "when the disturbing symptoms occurred in 1970 when the [appellant] was on HMAS Derwent, [he] did have knowledge that he was suffering from a mental injury. In my opinion the [appellant] has failed to establish that he first knew that he was suffering from the mental injury after [15] November 1990."
52 A primary criticism of the impugned conclusion related to his Honour's use of the evidence that the appellant took antidepressants whilst on the Derwent. In that regard it was first said that it was not open to his Honour to draw the inference that the appellant took the medication to cope with depression. It was submitted that there was no evidence that he suffered from depression or that he claimed that he did. It seems to me, however, that his Honour did not say that he considered that the appellant was suffering from depression or that he took the medication to relieve that problem. A fair reading of his Honour's reasons makes it apparent, I think, that he considered that the medication was taken by the appellant in the belief that it would assist him to control the abovementioned mental problems.[56]
53 It was next said that, in any event, his Honour erred because the only evidence of the appellant's self-medication was his statement to that effect to Dr Giarratano, but this was confined, so it was argued, to one episode and neither the appellant nor Dr Giarratano was cross-examined on the matter.[57] Moreover, it was said, it does not follow that because the appellant took antidepressants, he believed he was doing so to control a psychiatric disorder. The only evidence as to the proper purpose of such medication, it was pointed out, was that of Dr Lambeth, who said that antidepressants had the potential to relieve depression and anxiety symptoms and that neither condition is a compensable psychiatric disorder.
54 It is true that the only evidence of the appellant's self-medication was his statement to that effect to Dr Giarratano. Nevertheless, it amounted to evidence on which his Honour was entitled to act notwithstanding that there was no cross-examination on it. The statement, read as a whole, makes its plain, I think, that the appellant was recounting to Dr Giarratano his relevant experiences during the whole of the voyage on the Derwent and not just telling her a number of isolated instances that occurred during that period. Thus, in relation to his use of the antidepressants, he spoke of taking them to control his nightmares and claustrophobia during that voyage so that it is clear enough that he was saying that he took the medication with some regularity during that period. And this matter was not sought to be qualified in any way during his examination-in-chief.
55 I also consider that there is no substance in the appellant's point that antidepressants are not used to treat compensable psychiatric illnesses. It seems to me that, for present purposes, it is irrelevant whether they can or cannot be used to that end. What is relevant is that, in the circumstances, such a course of action is indicative of the appellant's appreciation that he had mental difficulties amounting to mental injury. It may be that, taken by itself, such action is not reflective of such knowledge but, if taken together with other circumstances, it may well demonstrate it. Consequently, I think it was relevant and appropriate for his Honour to take into account, in coming to the impugned conclusion, that the appellant "self-medicated in the way described". It is important to note that, in any event, the appellant's resort to antidepressants was only one of the matters that his Honour took into account in concluding that he had not established that he did not have relevant knowledge until after 15 November 1990.
56 It was also argued that his Honour overstated the extent of the appellant's experience regarding depression and mental problems and, in particular, it was said that the judge erred in saying that the appellant treated RAN personnel for these problems. It was pointed out that the appellant's evidence on that issue was limited to his statement that he came across sailors and officers who were emotionally affected. But I think that all that his Honour meant in the impugned passage in his reasons was that, in his capacity as an experienced nurse, the appellant saw Navy personnel who had various emotional and other mental problems and must have been aware of the medical treatment that was provided to them, or at least some of them, by Navy doctors under whom the appellant served. It seems to me that there was no relevant error in this part of his Honour's reasons as alleged.
57 I mention for completeness that it was also argued, as I understand it, that in coming to the impugned conclusion his Honour took into account impermissibly that the appellant knew that he suffered nightmares during the periods in question. It was said that knowledge of nightmares could not give rise to an inference that the appellant knew that he had a mental injury. Counsel pointed out that nightmares are but one of many symptoms that may establish PTSD but, of themselves, they do not amount to a compensable psychiatric disorder. It seems to me that this is a curious submission because, as I understand the appellant's case, he claims that one of the overt manifestations or symptoms of his PTSD was the frequent, if not regular, nightmares that he suffered. Be that as it may, it is plain enough that his Honour's conclusion that the appellant suffered from a mental injury whilst on HMAS Derwent was not based solely on the appellant's knowledge that he suffered from nightmares. There were other matters which his Honour took into account on this issue, as I have mentioned.
58 In the circumstances, I consider it was open to his Honour to conclude on the evidence that the appellant had not established that he first knew of his mental injury until after 15 November 1990. In my view, ground 5 should fail.
Ground 4: error in finding appellant admitted symptoms caused by collision
59 Under cover of this ground, the appellant contended that, in coming to the conclusion that the appellant knew that his symptoms were caused by the collision, his Honour erred in finding that the appellant admitted that his claimed symptoms were caused by the collision. More particularly, it was said that this conclusion was contrary to the appellant's evidence on the matter. It was submitted that the appellant made it plain in his evidence that during his time in the Navy he did not associate his nightmares with the collision and thought that his personality changes arose from being a sailor and that he did not associate excessive drinking with the collision but indulged in it in order to help him sleep. It was further pointed out that the uncontradicted and unchallenged evidence of the appellant's wife and other lay witnesses supported his evidence that, prior to 1996, he neither recognised that he had a mental problem nor connected his symptoms with the collision. It was argued that this error on his Honour's part meant that the ultimate finding that the appellant knew prior to 15 November 1990 that he suffered from a mental injury arising from the collision was made on a false premise and was, therefore, vitiated.
60 I consider that this submission should be rejected. It is relevant to look first at what his Honour actually said in his reasons in relation to this matter. The judge first noted that the appellant agreed that the subject matter of the nightmares was always the same and that the symptoms had first occurred after the collision. His Honour then referred in his reasons to the question that he put to the appellant in the course of his evidence, namely, whether he "accepted that the catastrophe must have been the cause of the symptoms" and the appellant's reply: "I would have to be blasé to say no, your Honour, but the nightmares had to come from the disaster". Immediately thereafter the judge said in his reasons: "He agreed, comparing his situation prior to the collision and after the collision, that the commonsense told him that the cause of his problems was the traumatic event." A little later in his reasons the judge said that the appellant "admitted in his evidence that his symptoms were caused by the collision".
61 It is plain enough, I think, that all his Honour was saying in the impugned passage was that what the appellant admitted was the fact that his symptoms were caused by the collision. That is unsurprising because, on his evidence, there would have been only one cause for those symptoms. The finding that the appellant knew that that was the case was, as his Honour said, based on the whole of the evidence. More particularly, the judge said that, given the evidence, "the cause and effect exercise leads to that conclusion and is obvious and beyond doubt." And in my view, it was plainly open to his Honour to make such a finding. But even if I am wrong in my view and the judge said that the appellant admitted knowing of the connection between his symptoms and the collision, and assuming that this was erroneous, such error did not vitiate his findings as to the appellant's relevant knowledge. There was a considerable body of evidence that entitled his Honour to come to that conclusion, including the inherent improbability that the appellant would not have connected his symptoms, particularly his nightmares, claustrophobia and fear of the Derwent being involved in an accident, with the collision of 1964.
Grounds 14, 18, 19 and 24: misuse of advantage as trial judge
62 It was contended, under cover of these grounds, that in rejecting the appellant's evidence as to the history and extent of his symptoms his Honour misused his advantage as a trial judge and acted "on a basis which was inconsistent with clearly established facts". Thus, it was said, the Court should set aside his Honour's adverse findings concerning the appellant's credibility. The principal complaints in this regard were these. First, it was said, his Honour made adverse findings against the appellant's credit in large part based on his observations that the appellant became "flustered" in the witness box in response to certain questions and his behaviour concerning the giving of evidence by Professor Bryant to which I will refer more fully below. It is difficult to understand the basis of this complaint because the demeanour of a witness in the witness box is nearly always relevant to the assessment of his or her credibility. Be that as it may, his Honour observed in his reasons that the appellant became flustered in his evidence on two occasions and, in my view, the judge was entitled to make that observation and treat it as a matter of relevance to the assessment of the appellant's credibility. One such occasion was when the appellant was asked by the judge whether he was wearing a life vest when he fell into the water when taking part in the rescue operations. His Honour said that, in responding to the question in the negative, he became "flustered". Given the evidence that in the prevailing circumstances navy personnel were trained and required to wear life vests and that these were available in the motor cutters, it is unsurprising that his Honour said that he was "suspicious" about the appellant's evidence on this issue, although he was prepared to accept it. In any event, the judge gave the appellant the benefit of doubt on this matter.
63 The second occasion his Honour noted that the appellant became flustered was when a report was produced to him that "caught him by surprise", as his Honour said. The report contradicted the appellant's initial denial that he sought to transfer to "the electric branch" (in order to have more "sea time"). Again, it is difficult to see that there is a proper basis for this complaint. In his reasons, his Honour noted that, when this report was produced during the appellant's cross-examination, "it was apparent [from] the reaction of his legal representatives that they were unaware of the report's existence". It was said that it was impermissible for his Honour to take into account this "reaction" of the lawyers in assessing the appellant's credibility. Such a course, it was said, was contrary to the dictates of procedural fairness. In my view, however, his Honour's impugned observation was no more than that and, properly viewed, did not amount to his Honour saying, as the appellant would have it, that he would take that into account against the appellant on the question of credit. A fair reading of his Honour's reasons makes it apparent that his reference to the reaction of the appellant's legal advisors to the production of the document was no more than a pertinent comment in a context where the appellant was "caught out". This could not be said to amount to his Honour abusing his judicial position as the appellant contended.
64 Similarly, his Honour's finding that the appellant's evidence that his records showed that in June 1964 that he passed his ET1 course was "an incorrect statement" was well justified and did not amount to an abuse of the judge's position as the appellant argued. It was apparent that, at the time in question, the appellant had not passed the ET1 course. The same applies, I think, to his Honour's finding that the appellant was "anxious to paint a very frightening picture of the circumstances of the collision ... ". The appellant's complaint in relation to that finding involves in reality an attempt to re-argue the basis of the finding which, I think, was plainly open to his Honour on the evidence.
65 The appellant also contended that his Honour's finding that the appellant "contrived to set up Professor Bryant so that an attack could be made on his evidence and his overall credit" was not only wrong, but showed that his Honour thereby abused his position as trial judge. In my view, however, this claim should also be rejected. The impugned finding was made in the following context. Professor Bryant, a psychologist, who had examined the appellant and who was called for the respondent, had produced a report that was tendered in evidence in which he concluded on the basis of the MMP1-2 test that he said he had administered to the appellant, that he was a malingerer and did not suffer PTSD. Dr's Giarratano and Glaser, who produced two papers seeking to undermine Professor Bryant's conclusion, were cross-examined by the respondent's counsel in reliance on the Bryant report. The appellant was in court during this evidence and was also present when Professor Bryant was cross-examined. He maintained during cross-examination that he had received the tests from the appellant and marked them and, essentially on that basis, came to the above conclusion about his alleged mental illness. Professor Bryant had explained that when he interviewed the appellant he gave him the questionnaire that was part of the MMP1-2 test for completion and return. It seemed, however, that the questionnaire was never returned to Professor Bryant so that his report could not have been based upon the results of such a test as he claimed. This was not appreciated by Professor Bryant when he wrote his report or when he gave his evidence. It seems that the critical questionnaire was at the appellant's home and, over the luncheon adjournment, he procured the production of a copy of it. When it was shown to Professor Bryant, unsurprisingly he was taken aback and, by reason of that error on his part, his Honour said that he would not rely on the report, and did not do so.[58] After Professor Bryant had given evidence, the appellant was recalled to prove the copy questionnaire. He said essentially that he forgot about its existence and only remembered it when he heard Professor Bryant give his evidence. His Honour, however, disbelieved the appellant and considered that "he contrived to set up the Professor so that an attack could be made on the Professor's evidence and his overall credibility.
66 As I have mentioned, it was said for the appellant that this finding was not consistent with the evidence. In my view, however, the finding was well open to his Honour on the objective evidence. As I have said, Dr Giarratano and Dr Glaser were cross-examined on the use of the MMP1-2 test and produced two papers undermining it. It must have been apparent to the appellant that the evidence that he was a malingerer and did not suffer from PTSD was a major issue in the trial. In the circumstances, it was well open to his Honour to conclude that it was too much of a coincidence for the appellant to "remember" the questionnaire only when Professor Bryant gave evidence, as he claimed.
67 Importantly, the above matters which the appellant said were wrongfully taken into account by his Honour in reaching his conclusion as to the appellant's credibility were only some of the 20 or so matters which his Honour took account in concluding that the appellant was an unsatisfactory witness. It is plain, I think, that this conclusion was well open to his Honour.
68 Consequently, I would reject these grounds also.