The plaintiff's account of the myelogram
33 The intensive attention to detail necessarily undertaken at the trial gives a sense of immediacy to the facts of the case. It is important, therefore, to be reminded of how long ago these events occurred. In May 1977 the plaintiff was 28 years of age. His children were about six and seven years of age respectively. The plaintiff is now 52 years of age. His children have passed through childhood and adolescence and are now about 30 years of age. That is a very long time. Memory becomes less resilient with the passage of time. The courts are familiar with the phenomenon of confabulation; we fill in the gaps. There is a natural tendency to fill in the gaps to suit. We are then incapable of distinguishing between true memory and confabulation, between recollection and reconstruction. Certainty in this area of human experience is a measure of conviction but not necessarily of reliability. None of this implies dishonesty.
34 The plaintiff's evidence was that he was told nothing about the risks associated with a Myodil myelogram before undergoing the procedure, either by Dr Wong or Dr Sonnabend.
35 The plaintiff's account of the myelogram itself was as follows. He described a procedure which, on his account, was an extremely traumatic experience. He denied that he was placed on his side during the insertion of the myelography needle. He said he was placed on his back and forcibly pulled into a sitting position with the use of straps, at which point Dr Wong allegedly inserted the myelography needle without administering local anaesthetic. In the plaintiff's own words [Tr 129]:
PLAINTIFF. I recall that I was strapped up, like with straps under my legs and under my arms. I was unable to bend, because of my condition, and I was forcibly bent by Dr Wong, and whoever else that may have been assisting, to the extent that I was suffering horrendous tortured pain, screaming and sobbing, to the extent that I didn't pass out but I was in horrific, to the extent when finally my body was bent sufficiently enough for an injection to be carried out, which then took place, I think that's - but I was not laying on my side, sir.
HIS HONOUR. How were you lying?
PLAINTIFF. Your Honour, it is a long time ago, but I recall being - I can't even do it now - but I was laying flat and I was forcibly bent forward to put the needle in. I was not laying sideways. I was laying--
HIS HONOUR. Are you saying you were on your back?
PLAINTIFF. I was on my back and there was, as I said I try not to flower the whole thing. I am just trying to be honest. I remember them doing something with straps, or something under my legs and my arms, and they were forcing me to bend my spine upwards and downwards, and because I couldn't move; that, sir, is why I can remember that period other than everything else I can't recall: no-one that's been put through that would ever, ever forget it. It was nothing but torture. It was barbaric - and I will use those words - barbaric.
36 Counsel for the defendants endeavoured to elicit a more precise description of the apparatus described by the plaintiff. The plaintiff was unable to describe the straps in detail, having, he said, been in too much pain at the time to be able to take note of such details. Counsel persisted in his attempt to obtain a clearer picture of what the plaintiff was describing [Tr 130]:
COUNSEL. Where do you say that they were placed, around your legs or under your legs?
PLAINTIFF. I remember them going behind my knees and around my shoulders somehow and I said - remembering I am laying flat, I am having these placed on me and then all of a sudden I am wrenched up and the pain was that horrific that I can't recall exactly the step by step of what they did to me, other than they must have been somehow joined to force me upwards into a sitting position, for a better word, from laying flat, remembering only 24 hours earlier I was in postural drainage and I couldn't move. I can't - I can't - you have got no ideas what it did to me, and I cannot stay here - if I stay here for the rest of my life I could not portray to you the torture that I was experiencing on that day. I can recall that, sir, very clear. That was the worst day. That will stay in my memory for life, but exactly how it was done, other than the straps and the bending forward, is what I can recall and then the horrific pain took over and I lost all content of what was going on, except until the needle went in of course, because I wasn't pre-meded, as you would gather there was no pre-meds, so when the needle went in I knew that also.
37 The plaintiff was then asked to explain what he meant by "lost all content" [Tr 130]:
"I suppose I lost, I suppose all - I don't want to say faculties, I don't like saying that - I was just in so much pain, so much pain, that I think I can't describe exactly what I mean by that, I mean, unless, sir, you are put into the position I was and suffered the way I did, it is very difficult to come up with a word that suits what you need to hear. All I know is that it was horrendous, sir, horrendous."
38 According to the plaintiff, it was the pain of the needle being inserted which brought him out of this "lost" state, which he later [Tr 132] described as "foggy pain feeling" and "haze". He said that he became more alert, and he recounted what then occurred:
COUNSEL. Sorry, after the needle became placed into you?
PLAINTIFF. I became more alert, because you have a four and a half inch needle stuck in your back; anyone would become alert.
39 After the needle was inserted, according to the plaintiff, Dr Wong drew off some of his CSF into a bottle and showed it to him. The next step would have been to instil the Myodil. Although the plaintiff admitted he could not see what was happening behind him and, therefore, had no visual evidence that the Myodil was introduced at that stage, he gave evidence about the sensation he felt around the time when he assumed - as would be correct - that the Myodil was being introduced [Tr 21-22]:
PLAINTIFF. As soon as the needle was injected, I had a different sensation to that I was experiencing at that time with my back problem.
COUNSEL. Pausing there, the needle you were referring to is what?
PLAINTIFF. The myelographic needle that was injected.
. . . . .
COUNSEL. What was the difference once that, once the needle had gone in, what did you notice?
PLAINTIFF. The first feeling - there was a burning sensation and a heaviness in between my legs and in my buttock area. The pain, sorry, the burning pain, because it's very different to the physical, the structural pain.
COUNSEL. Do your best to describe for us in words what you are feeling, the difference?
PLAINTIFF. The burning pain is like the worse case of sunburn you have had, or the hottest curry you have ever had. I think that was my little saying and it has never left me since that day.
...
What I'm saying is that I had my physical disc problem, but this was a different set of pain and suffering, there was in addition to what I was experiencing at that time, it was an extra sufferance in the sense of a completely different range of sensations.
40 According to the plaintiff, it was shortly after this that the needle was removed from his back and Dr Wong started taking x-rays of his spine.
41 Counsel for the defendants suggested to the plaintiff that Dr Wong removed the needle because the plaintiff complained of being in pain and asked for the needle to be removed. The plaintiff did not dispute that he made the pain known to Dr Wong but he emphatically denied that he asked for the needle to be removed [Tr 145]:
COUNSEL. Until after the needle was removed you were in extreme pain?
PLAINTIFF. Yes.
COUNSEL. And during the time up until the needle was removed when you say you were in extreme pain, did you do anything to, in order to show or indicate or even tell the people who were in the room with you at the time including Dr Wong that you were in extreme pain?
PLAINTIFF. No, I would have been laying very still, sir.
COUNSEL. I appreciate that you say that you would have been laying very still but by that answer do you mean to convey to us that you didn't say anything, you didn't tell them that you were in extreme pain?
PLAINTIFF. I can't recall telling them but I would have been expressing it in a way that they would have been aware.
HIS HONOUR. You have told me I think that the time when you were being moved into this sitting position the pain was so intense that you were screaming and sobbing?
PLAINTIFF. As they were bending me forward, your Honour.
COUNSEL. I suggest to you that after the needle was inserted but before the films were taken, you made it plain that you were in extreme pain?
PLAINTIFF. No, sir.
COUNSEL. Didn't you continue to sob and --
PLAINTIFF. Yes.
COUNSEL. -- and cry out?
PLAINTIFF. Yes, I did.
. . . . .
[Tr 146] COUNSEL. Did you say to Dr Wong that the needle was causing you more pain when it was inserted or afterwards?
PLAINTIFF. I can't recall saying so but I would be honest enough to say to you, sir, that I would have said so.
COUNSEL. Did you indicate to him in any way that you wanted the needle removed?
PLAINTIFF. No, sir.
COUNSEL. I suggest to you that you did indicate to him that you wanted the needle removed because it was causing you pain?
PLAINTIFF. That is not correct.
42 Then followed a series of questions from the defendants' counsel about the extent to which the plaintiff was able to keep still during the procedure, given the amount of pain to which he was subjected. The plaintiff's evidence oscillated between managing to keep still and keeping as still as possible [Tr 147]: