8 The most concern the plaintiff had, during the period before the stoma was closed by Dr Holley and the colostomy bag removed, related, as she said, to "my stomach, my back, and just the way I was feeling in general". Another concern was that her weight reduced from 80 kilograms before the surgery by Professor Ghabrial to around 60 kilograms when Dr Holley closed the stoma; the lowest weight after the abdominal surgery was 56 or 57 kilograms but she now weighed 64 or 65 kilograms. Of importance too for the plaintiff was that before her latest surgery she enjoyed cooking and food preparation but since then she had lost all interest in food and did not enjoy eating. Now, the plaintiff said she ate only once daily and with the aversion to food could not prepare meals for the family or do the shopping. As to her capacity to return to employment, such as the bus driving she had done before, the plaintiff saw no impediment from her back condition but otherwise said problems were created by "the way my stomach carries on through the day … the reaction to the foods that I eat to stressful events". Those problems were identified by her in evidence in these ways:
"It doesn't matter what food I put in my mouth. I instantly have a reaction to my stomach where it swells and I have sensations of nausea and a bloating and a very discomfort feeling, and depending on stressful events, I'm driving I tend to be very jittery and I need to pull over and regather myself to the emotions that I occur when these stressful events happen.
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It (stomach) swells noticeably to the point where I have to be careful in the clothing that I wear daily.
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Revolting smells (from the passing of wind). I have the embarrassment of being around people with the belching and the breaking of wind.
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I tend to get the diarrhoea … it will just happen and I need to use the toilet facilities on any number of occasions through the day, depending on events - stressful events that might occur.
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Well, if I go out in society I would average them (panic attacks) once every time …
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I thought I was a confident person, very approachable and very easy to get along with. I had a lot of trust in people … [Now] I don't trust anybody … I second-guess everything which does affect my driving because I haven't got that confidence any more.
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Before I could control my emotions, now I can't. I can go from feeling very angry or crying uncontrollably. I've lost the control.
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It's a lot worse at the moment … my stomach is like a volcano in there that's ready to erupt with - every day, and it feels like I've got butterflies in there flapping inside my stomach.
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It can go from one extreme to the other and I can be quite constipated and the onset of having to deal with something the diarrhoea just takes over.
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I have experienced pain up my rectum when it's in a spasm … I had the very tightness of my whole stomach, I have experienced pain on the right lower side of my abdomen, very sharp pain in that area. I have a burning sensation and a, it contracts and it feels like it just gets tighter and tighter and it starts to grow and in getting bigger - my stomach.
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[It happens daily]. It interferes with the comfortability of my driving with the seatbelt and, just to know, well, unwell, and over, a feeling of unwell which I need to pull over and get out of the car and actually try and relieve some wind."