The 19 March meeting
170 At 5.24pm, Mrs Deeming entered the meeting room with Ms Crozier, where Mr Pesutto, Mr Southwick, Dr Bach and Mr Pintos-Lopez were waiting.
171 Mr Southwick then commenced secretly to record the meeting on his mobile phone. His recordings of the meeting are Ex A227 and Ex A228.
172 One might have been excused for thinking that given that every word of the meeting was recorded (in two parts, because there was a break) there would no longer be a dispute about who said what to whom. The parties, however, remained in "dispute … as to the characterisation of the [meeting]" (Agreed Factual Narrative [84]).
173 The first part of the meeting ran for 70 minutes. The transcript of it comprises 30 single spaced pages (Ex A2).
174 I have done my best to distil the relevant extracts from it to a manageable length, as follows:
JP [Mr Pesutto] So Moira, thanks for coming in. I think you know what it's roughly pertaining to, obviously the events of yesterday. So, look, just wanted to go through the implications of all of that and what it means for us as a party, and as a team wanting to win in 2026. I think I'd start just by some general comments about what I'm trying to do as leader … So, my concerns about yesterday, and I will ask for your, obviously, feedback on this and thoughts on this, is that the arrival of the Nazi - I will call them Nazi protestors, but the whoever they are - I am going to call them that because that that frankly is how everybody sees them, right, the media sees them -
MD [Mrs Deeming] - I think that's what they are.
JP Yeah. So, the Nazi protestors arrive and whether you like it or not, when the media and everybody looking at it, whether we like it or not, whether we dispute it vehemently or not, when the media see that, they see them attached to you, they see them attached to me, they see them attached to us. And now, we've got a problem, a huge problem now, because people think, rightly or wrongly, that we walk in lockstep with Nazi protestors and Nazis. And I'm getting clobbered, not just on social media, I'm getting messages from people now, and that will build, this is not going away this is actually going to, I think, intensify as a story and I say that because I think if you look at, the way that - this is my suspicion - if you look at the way the media is reporting it they are referring only to Katherine [Deves] and they haven't talked about you yet. But having been around the oval a few times, that's coming and that's my feeling. I think Andrews in his tweets today is signalling that this is what their week is going to be about.
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Now I know you will have a different view, and you can tell us about that and I really want to hear from you about it, but that's the view, and it's going to be toxic for us. We will not be able to get any kind of messages up, we will not be able to campaign on anything, we will just be confronted with that wherever we turn up. I think at this stage I might just leave it there. They're just my general concerns and I really just wanted to hear from you to see what you wanted to say about yesterday because I also need to know from you exactly, and we can work through this in the discussion, exactly what happened. I don't know whether when the Nazis arrived and you saw them, whether you left, whether you stayed, I'd be interested to know what happened there, but it's very serious for us. And the damage it will do to us is hard to estimate. And all I'm trying to do with all of us as a team is to try to get us over the line in 2026, I'm actually convinced that we can, but stuff like this will stop us from doing that. So, Moira, I'm just going to leave my opening comments there but I throw over to you, obviously respond as you see appropriate, but I'm keen to know, factually, the presence of the Nazis, and whether there was [sic] any connections there before or after, and what happened when you saw them arrive, because that's going to come out when the media start digging on this stuff.
MD Very obviously I'm not a Nazi and I don't support Nazis. They arrived just in black as far as I can tell, they were to the - there somewhere. They were to the left of some big pole. Everyone thought they were the other people that had gotten through the lines. The only footage that I have seen of them, you know doing any - I didn't find out that they had done the Nazi salute on those steps until after the event. The first time I saw them doing the Nazi salute was when they were being ushered by the police through the middle of the zone. And I was thinking, "oh my gosh, there are Nazis here, that's terrible, but at least the police are taking them away."
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JP Weren't you involved in the organisation [of the LWS rally]?
MD Right at the end. I can show you text messages. I was not the main organiser. The main organiser was Angie Jones who is a Jewish woman. They're all left-wing women.
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Nobody knew who they were. The police weren't panicking. They said that they would keep everybody away, have a buffer zone, and when they, like when I finally noticed them - I honestly don't know the time they got there. We were dealing with crazy people right around us, right a [metre] away from us. I mean, the police have said that they didn't have enough people, that there were all these different groups. The Australian Jewish Association has come out and said that we had nothing to do with it, if I was an organiser, but, you know, the Standing for Women people who, yes, I helped, but I wasn't - I didn't do the initial organisation and I don't know why I would be blamed for some random, horrible people turning up that had no insignia, I had no ability, none of us had any ability to know who they were until they put their hand up, which was when they were being escorted off the premises as far as we could see.
JP Doesn't it occur to you though, Moira, that you're an MP, you're got a high profile now, doesn't it occur to you that when you participate in protests like this you are going to draw people from all over the place? Particularly people like the Sewells or the -
MD - No, why would a Nazi group come there? They weren't there supporting us, they've said on their own page - oh that's the other thing you should know, I guess. So, I said that there was a horrible Nazi salute, because I know you don't just call people Nazis because that's insulting to Jewish people, because I didn't know who they were. And then later on the newspapers came out, apparently some of them didn't have a mask on and they identified them, and they are Nazis. Terrible. But those people, whoever they are, those Nazis, have come out and said that they were there protesting both groups. They've said it themselves. They weren't -
JP - So they weren't there, they've said they weren't there to support you?
MD They've said, or whoever that guy is, I don't know his name -
JP - or the - Posie Parker -
MD - I don't know who he is, but whoever they identified as being, I don't know, with them or one of their leaders, he runs XYZ or something, and he's got this whole post about how no he didn't come there to support them. He came to protest both of them, because Standing for Women is - I mean, he's insane. He's like a pro lesbian, atheist. I don't know. They're Nazis. They're insane. They were not with that group, they literally stood - the police let them stand on the other side of that pole and take a photo and then walk right through the crowd. I only saw them when they walked through the crowd. Everyone panicked. I don't know what time it was, because we had other protestors. I was assaulted. A woman was knocked unconscious and had to go to hospital. Those crazy trans rights activists were punching horses. The police asked us to finish up early, and they liaised with me because I had - I knew the police officer in charge, Lisa, from March for the Babies, so she just reached out to me because she knew me, and she knew that I was reasonable, and I lobbied for the police to get them to finish early because they were hurting the horses and it was going insane. And I said, "I'll do my best," you know, "I'm not in charge of it, but I'll ask her."
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MD - and I do understand that everything has come in a row. My maiden speech, International Women's Day, and this, it is so unfortunate that they came in a row, but I made sure I didn't say that I spoke on behalf of the Liberal Party. A Muslim woman asked me to give her message. I don't know what those Nazi group are about, but I, you know - everybody knows, the police know, the Australian Jewish Association know, all the Standing for Women group know, everyone has condemned them. Everyone has said they weren't invited …
JP As I said earlier, I'm not concerned about the substantive issue you feel strongly about, this is not about that. This is about Nazi links and perceived -
MD - Are you accusing me of actual Nazi links?
JP No, to the protest. To the protest -
MD - How -
JP - and the people you were working with.
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Can you assure us that nobody you've worked with has any sympathies or, you know, liaisons with Nazis groups?
MD Absolutely none that I could possibly know about.
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Because I had no ability to know that actual Nazis are going to turn up. No ability to know that.
JP But how do you know that people working around you, people you might be associating with, who you're working with, don't have Nazi sympathies or -
MD I mean they're from the left. And they're Jews, and they're lesbians and their atheists and their radical feminists. That's - and they've never said anything, anything that could possibly give me that impression.
JP I mean, this does affect the whole team, and I'm not going to sugarcoat there is a mounting concern about whether your passion for this issue, which I do not doubt and I do not ask you to relinquish. I'm not saying you should not be passionate about this issue. I need to make that clear, but there is mounting concern, which I principally share as the leader, that this is not going to stop, and this is the second -
MD So, can I ask a clarification question?
JP Yep.
MD So, if it's not about that issue and it's about the Nazi issue, haven't I just - like there's no evidence against me. They just turned up, there is footage to show that we didn't even like look at them.
175 Mr Pesutto then invited Mr Pintos-Lopez to go through some of "the stuff" he had found online. He said that he had conducted a cursory review online in particular about Ms Keen and found that:
In October 2019, Keen appeared in a video interview with Jean-François Gariépy, a far-right YouTuber who advocates for a white ethno-state and has made videos with neo-Nazis Richard Spencer and Mark Collett, as well as former Ku Klux Klan leader David Duke. She's also given an interview to Soldiers of Christ Online, a far-right network. Then in terms of white supremacy allegations, one incident came after she took a selfie with Hans Jorgen Johansen, a Norwegian neo-Nazi who was probed by police after his comments against Jews and denial of the Holocaust. Parker was also accused of using a Barbie doll wearing a Nazi uniform as her profile picture on the social media site Spinster. Standing for Women's protest in Newcastle on January 16, she sparked a controversy after one of the speakers, Lisa Morgan, quoted Adolf Hitler to attack trans rights. This is the quote: "Do you know the big lie? The big lie was first described by Adolf Hitler in Mein Kampf. The Big Lie is that trans women are women", Morgan told the people at the Parker organised demonstration.
176 There then ensued a discussion about how to interpret the "big lie" quote and the Jones tweet (which, as set out above at [135] was, "Nazis and women want to get rid of paedo filth, why don't you?").
177 Mr Pesutto then said that "the entire LGBTI community will see that, and they - they will interpret that to mean, that if you're same sex attracted, if you are bi, if you are, whatever else you might be, you are paedo filth".
178 Mrs Deeming responded, "Yeah, I see what you're saying. I know her, I don't think that's what she was saying at all. Like, I'm just saying because I know her, I wouldn't have interpreted it like that. She's very pro LGB and T …"
179 About seven minutes further on, the discussion continued:
MD In that clip I was saying you know, "we didn't know who they were, they came to-" look, I, at that stage I don't think I'd seen that they had identified someone.
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I went straight out, you know. Anyway, look, I'm happy to condemn everything - I'm not arguing - like, I'm not defending them. Happy to condemn them. Happy to do that; eager to do that, that's fine.
JP We'll have to think that through, I don't know -
MD - Have you got an action you are going to take against me, like is this going somewhere?
JP Possibly. In the interests of process, I want to think about what you've said and work it through. I guess there's no easy way to say this -
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MD Look, you've just described it as a disaster, right, I honestly did not view those women as part of that, rightly or wrongly, and I accept that, I'm not arguing that. I don't want to spend 100 years arguing that. But honestly what views do you think that I have legitimately that are so terrible? Like do you actually think that, that I am some kind of a secret Nazi? Is that actually what you think about me?
JP No, no, it's not the Nazi -
MD But it's my views that keep getting condemned, my unspecific, unspecific views-
JP No, no, so sorry, sorry, Moira. I do have to stop you there, I apologise. I do have to stop you. David [Southwick] was saying precisely the opposite. David was not condemning you for your views. In fact, he was doing the opposite, and respecting the fact that whatever views you have are yours.
180 Discussion then turned to the champagne video:
DS [Mr Southwick] - They also - they all say on the couch, Moira. They're also on the couch, [Ms Jones] was saying about - she's using these inverted commas 'so called Nazis', and then this whole conspiracy theory that they were, they were part of the trans group that were dressed up. I mean, that's, that's way out kind of stuff.
MD And I said -
DS And you were on the couch when that happened?
MD I calmed that down, I said no I think all the police were, you know, most of them were really good, I think they made a mistake in letting, you know I don't know why they let them through the middle.
181 Mr Pesutto then turned to what he called "a threshold question":
JP Okay, so Moria [sic] I think there's a threshold question about whether you feel you can be part of the team, and whether we're convinced you can be part of the team. I have no doubt you feel so strongly about these issues that you would want to continue to do what you've been doing. And that's my concern. I'm very concerned that I think the damage that has already been sustained publicly for us is not the end of the matter, it's the start of the matter. And I'm very concerned about where Andrews is going to take it this week. They have been itching for something to clobber me with and this is it, it's coming. And I know you're annoyed sitting here, I can feel it. But I can tell you how much I was looking forward to meeting with the leadership - hang on let me finish. How much I was waiting and looking forward to planning what we've got planned this week on Redlich. We got some big stuff planned, but I have to tell you, I'm looking at it now and thinking, "can we even make that happen now?" Government's now got the wind in it sails. You see Andrews came out strong today on that tweet, right, which was signalling what's to come. They're out, they're off the ropes again. We've got them on the ropes. They're off the ropes again. And so that protest yesterday, whatever you might say about it, has given them the out. And we might, if we're lucky, be able to eke out a strategy for this week, but it's not going to be what we had planned. It's really bad. And again, putting aside whatever issues we all might have on things, Nazism is like the most toxic acid that can run through any political party and it's running through us, whether we like it or not, people think we turn the other cheek to Nazis. That's what they think, Moira. It's bad. So, I think the threshold -
MD - And it needs to be fixed.
JP Well the question is I suppose -
DS - How do you propose to fix it?
MD You said that I was annoyed sitting here -
JP - It felt like that because you were -
MD No, no, no, no, that's true, but you have, you know, convinced me that that does look way worse than I thought. To be fair I genuinely don't think that, you've made me worry about Kellie-Jay Keen, but I do not think Katherine Deves and I do not think that Ange Jones is actually - I don't really think any of them are -
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MD - I'm not trying to defend it, I'm not trying to argue with you. I was all offended that you could think that I was a Nazi until you made that case.
DS No, we're not -
JP It's never been about accusing you of being a Nazi.
MD No, no, no, but like even that I could be, you know - because, I was saying, "adjacent" of it, what are you talking about. Right, so that's fine. If you want to fix it, I'm open to suggestions, if you want like, you know, whatever you want to do that's fine. I just, I'm not - I don't want to argue as if I'm defending like Nazism. I just, I don't know what to do now.
JP I think, so in the interest of candour, I came into this meeting thinking there were two outcomes, either you resign from the Parliamentary Party or I look at a process under the Parliamentary Party rules. I can't rule those out. I'm thinking, on the basis of our discussion, whether there is a third way which doesn't involve the same kind of outcome as those two options. I don't know that that's possible, to be honest, but in the interest of working through the process fairly I'm prepared to sort of confer with the leadership team, to take on board what you've said, and see if there's a way. But I just don't get the sense you appreciate how toxic this is for us with again, the issues - it is so toxic.
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JP Well, can I say, I'm happy to explore this and no one would want this, not [inaudible] me, but I can't see a statement of any worth unless you disown those people, and I reckon you're probably not going to do that. If you do that would be good, but I don't think you are, because it's the only way that we can cauterize what's coming. What's coming is a series of pieces that links the worst comments and actions of those people, to you, to me, and then it's on. That's the only way -
MD - Can't I just disown anything, any views or that they've said?
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GC [Ms Crozier] But it's association, don't you see the association, you are there on a couch with these people who've got a long history of saying stuff in the public domain, which are pretty bloody offensive. They're pretty full on. And you are now associated with that through your own actions. We can't change any of that, right?
MD Can I just. One - just one point of clarification here. I'm treating the transgender laws as separate to the Nazi thing, right? You may not be able to say. So, the transgender laws thing, you know, I honestly think that we just got so much support, that I have so much support on that. Rightly or wrongly, I'm just saying, that was my view. The Nazi thing, that was from my perspective, believe it or not, just so out of left field. So out of left field. I honestly thought it was the other side. Anyway, so that's easy to condemn, like just flat out. And I, because, like, I don't know what she has said in the past. So, to just condemn in general, I don't know, Nazism, you know the beliefs, that would make more sense because what if I leave something out, and I don't want to condemn a whole person, I just want to say that if they've said that then I disagree with that or -
JP - But Moira, I mean, look it's a question for you but do you even as a political figure, I mean you're [a] public figure, do you actually want to be associated with Angie Jones?
MD I just don't want to set a standard where just because I'm talking to someone or agree with someone on one thing, that means I agree with them on everything. Or that I have to -
JP I'm sorry, what I should have clarified is, do you actually want to be associated with a person who basically will be interpreted as saying that anybody who's in the LGBTI community is paedo filth, is that the kind of person, as you as a public figure -
MD- No, but honestly -
JP - That just kills us.
MD And I'm happy to make a statement that that's not what I believe. I just don't think. I honestly don't think that's what she believes.
JP I think you've got that wrong.
MD And I think she needs to have a clarification statement because clearly that's not the way it's coming across -
JP We're not talking to Angie -
GC No, no, no we're not going there.
MD No, no, just for herself, I think she needs -
JP So, I mean in terms of. You know, so if we were to posit that there are three general scenarios, with the one in the middle being that we work on a statement, it would need be pretty hard, it would need to go a long way to disassociating yourself from them and disassociating us. But I guess, if I can go back to the threshold issue, if you want to be able to prosecute these issues, and this is - this was part of my reasoning, if you want to be able prosecute these issues, with the same passion you've got, I know - I know your passionate about these things so, I get it, but if you want to be able to continue to do that, the best way to do that might be to be an independent, to give you complete freedom. If you want to be in the party, it's possible to do that without having to relinquish your views, or walk away from the things you believe in, but there would have to be some clear, if you like, road rules. You can't hang out with these people. You just can't. You can't go to rallies. You're a senior figure of the Liberal Party, you represent all of us … But as a public figure, with responsibilities, as a senior liberal you'd have to be prepared to make sure that all of your language - and I'm not saying it has or hasn't been - I'm saying that the language would have to protect us at all times the team would have to be protected, from anything you say which doesn't mean you can't go out and argue case for things but that it protects the team at all times and protects our ability to win. If that, comparing that with the first scenario or the third, if that's possible, if you're willing to do that, then it may be - I don't know we would have to work through it and see if it's possible, then it may be possible to do something, but there is a fundamental question - and ultimately, Moira, I think - I think you have to be happy with what you've landed on because if you - I can tell you now, if you agree to something that deep down you're not really happy with, genuinely you're not happy with, and feels like it in any way hampers your ability to argue the cases you want to argue then you're not going to be happy and it will manifest itself somewhere, somehow, it just does.
MD I agree.
JP So you have got to be ultimately happy.
MD I agree. But obviously I'm not interested in promoting Nazism, it's not a problem, you've told me I don't have to give up my - you know my arguments about the laws about balancing sex-based rights …
JP … if you are going to be bringing down Katherine Deves, then whatever we are talking about, I'll be honest with you, whatever we are talking about, we could find Daniel Andrews robbing a 7-Eleven, but if you bring Katherine Deves down, everyone is going to go "don't care about that, Katherine Deves is in town," … And this is why I say to you, I genuinely say, it's a really tough call for you, because I think the best thing you can do for yourself, if you don't mind me saying, is honestly arriving at a decision to say what do I really passionately want to do. Because if you want to keep doing that, I think that first option of going your own way would be the best. But I don't- the reason I say that is I don't want you to be under any misapprehension about what's required in the statement and not just the statement but what follows it … It means disowning those people, I will not, I will not be associated by one or two times removed with Angie Jones. I will not … but if you are prepared to do that, that's how I think it can work, but it's a big ask, and if you want to be able to keep doing those things, that's why I think, you know, just, you know, have a sense of what it really does require, because it's big, it's doable, but it requires a big change. I don't know if you need any time to think we're going to, we're talking about a lot of issues, unless there is anything else you wanted to contribute, Moira, but I'd like some time to think and maybe just confer if that's all right. I mean, I genuinely want to explore the options, Moira.
182 Dr Bach then intervened, expressing the view that he did not see a way forward, and describing Mrs Deeming's people and her "mob" as having "a long history of sympathizing with neo-Nazis and white supremacists", as follows:
It's been good to listen, it's been good to hear your views, Moira. Even in that, in coming back, in seeking, pointedly, I think, from you, so to seek to lessen some of the shocking things that these - your friends - have said, demonstrates to me that - I don't think there is a way forward. So, for me, the issue is your friends, the people you worked with, the people you showed through Parliament, very openly and publicly, have a long history of sympathizing with neo-Nazis and white supremacists. And you said a little while back, John, you know, you wanted to explore and see if there is a way forward. I - this - I don't think there is. These are your people, and I don't mind saying also, I don't think a reasonable person would believe you, that you had no idea that these are the long standing, stated views of your people. I don't believe you. And it's absolutely clear to me, from what you've said, that you don't get the seriousness of that, at all. Your mob have stated white supremacist views and still we're arguing about exactly what they might have mean - … when they call trans people paedophiles, which, of course in and of itself, is quite disgusting and disgraceful, so, for mine, I don't see a way forward.
183 After a few minutes of further discussion, Mr Southwick asked Mrs Deeming "…[if] the Anti-Defamation Commission … asked … what are your thoughts about the Liberal Party having one of their own associated with these Nazis?" Mr Pesutto interjected, saying "[a]ssociation is a flexible word, and you leave yourself open".
184 Mr Southwick and then Mr Pesutto continued:
DS And it's not the people that marched on the steps, they were - they were the icing on the cake, it was the individuals that you had champagne with who have had selfies with Nazis.
JP So Moira, I think that that option's difficult, I wouldn't say it's impossible but I worry that Matt's right, I don't think it would be believed, but I'd give it chance, but there's nothing we can do tonight, we can't force any outcome on you but I am concerned about the damage that this has done to the party. I'm inclined to think that a resignation's the best thing to do, because it would involve - avoid a whole lot of other, you know, difficult time for the party. But if you really, honestly feel that you could cut yourself away from these people then I'm prepared to look at it but I couldn't give a guarantee that it would be enough. As I said, I would want to think through it, I just think the damage is deep, and it's- we haven't even got through the toughest part of it yet, which is coming.
185 Mrs Deeming then said, "I don't have a problem at all, and I look forward to denouncing Nazism and, I don't know, anything similar and any accusations of paedophilia for the trans community. No problem at all. I don't believe those things … I know it sounds stupid to you, but honestly, I did not read those the way that you have read them, and I'm not arguing with you …"
186 Mrs Deeming then said that "this seems insane to me" and concluded:
[O]f course I don't think that a whole group of people are paedophiles because of their sexuality or gender identity. Of course, I'm not a Nazi and I don't support Nazism. I'm more than happy to condemn all of that. It's just a real shock to me, it's just a real shock to me that those were the ones that you thought were Nazis.
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I'm not arguing, I'm not arguing. I'm just telling you the truth. I thought you were going to come in here and talk to me about those people in black.
187 The leadership team then left the meeting and returned about 20 minutes later. Mr Pesutto then said that "[w]e've had quite a long discussion where we fleshed through everything" and that "[t]he long and short of it, Moira, is as a group we don't think a statement will work". He continued:
The damage is deep and a statement won't get us there. And what I'm going to do is ask the Party Room to support a motion to remove you from the Parliamentary Party. I'm sorry it's come to this, and it's not done personally. I have to put the team first and nothing I think about gets past, gets me past the concern I have that the damage to the team and our prospects is too severe. The Party Room will decide, but I'll put it to them that in the circumstances for the reasons we've gone through today, that's what I'm going to do. If you wanted to, you could resign in the meantime but that's a matter for you, I can't force anything on that front. It would save everyone a whole lot of, you know, the energy that goes into these things but, Moira, I'm going to proceed on that basis. If you do want to resign, let me know, but I propose to advise the Party Room immediately. I won't have a formal motion done, but I will get that out as soon as I possibly can. Again, I'm very sorry it's come to this. But I just don't feel I have a choice. And again, at the risk of repeating myself, it's not personal, I'm putting the team first and I just feel I need to do that. I'm sorry we kept you waiting so long but we did have - we did exhaust every possible angle of the issues, we don't do this with any joy at all, but it's necessary in my view to bring it before the Party Room. In terms of process, when a motion is circulated, it would come from me. I need to move it, I need to give 5 days' notice, so that would - if I can get a notice out tomorrow it would be the business day that, the 5 days excluding any business days. So, I imagine that would be on the Monday or Tuesday but there would be 5 days there and then my understanding of the process is that you'll be given a chance to address the Party Room I think is what happens. I wasn't there when Bernie went through the same thing, but I stress that the reasons for it relate to the matters concerning links of people to self-confessed and self-professed Nazis which we just cannot take that on as a party. We are committed to winning in 2026 and this stuff will ensure that we don't win and I'm already being attacked again on social media but this time by ministers of the government who are already gunning for me this week. It's not going anywhere. So, Moira, I'm sorry it's come to this but that's where I've landed.
188 The meeting ended at around 7pm.
189 Mr Southwick did not tell any of his colleagues in the leadership team that he had recorded the meeting (T999.31-32), and he did not disclose the existence of the recordings to anyone, until he told Mr Pesutto about it either in late 2023 or early 2024 (neither could remember precisely when).
190 When he was asked in cross-examination why he had secretly recorded the meeting, Mr Southwick answered (T998.23-41, T999.25-29):
[T]he events of 18 March was a very triggering event for me. It was, I think, as was just shown in the - in the press conference, one of the darkest days for a member of the Jewish community to be exposed by what we were exposed to. As somebody that has always fought against hate, racism and - and everything that pretty much transpired on that day, it was - it was me that pretty much - and we will go through that, I am sure, in terms of the details of me contacting Ms Deeming. And I had specific expectations of Ms Deeming from that call, and - and it would be fair to say that I was more than disappointed in terms of what actually happened; I was shocked in terms of what actually happened. I felt that from those events, and following from the call, and also later from the - the champagne video and - and the trivialisation of what was the darkest day that I have known in terms of - of hate on the steps of parliament, to behave that way and to trivialise what was so offensive to me, I felt that I couldn't trust Ms Deeming. She - she lied to me, and I felt that I needed to protect myself from what was about to happen, should that happen. And I can say I haven't taped a private conversation with a colleague, but this for me was something that was very personal, and it was personal to me, and that's why I taped it.
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The conversation that I had with Ms Deeming the - the day before was, obviously, a conversation between her and I, and I wanted to make sure that - that the whole events weren't turned around and misconstrued. So for me that was - that was the key element of why I did tape it, and - and it was, for me, I suppose, in many respects an insurance policy.
191 Mr Pesutto did not tell his lawyers that he knew that Mr Southwick had made the recordings until one week before the trial commenced, upon which it was immediately produced to Mrs Deeming's solicitors.
192 Both Mr Southwick and Mr Pesutto swore that they did not listen to the tape before preparing their respective affidavits.
193 It is an extraordinary state of affairs that both of them sat by, knowing of the existence of the recordings, and said nothing, when they knew that each other member of their own leadership team, Mr Pintos-Lopez - and Mrs Deeming - were preparing and had filed and served affidavits (including in reply) of their best recollections of who said what to whom at the meeting.
194 It is equally extraordinary that Mr Pesutto instructed his lawyers to make an application to me for Dr Bach to give his evidence from England via video link, which was supported by a 13-page summary of the differences between the evidence of Dr Bach on the one hand and the evidence of Mrs Deeming on the other hand about what was said at the 19 March meeting. (I refused the application in large part precisely because of the significant differences in their respective recollections. See Deeming v Pesutto [2024] FCA 951.)
195 As it turns out, no witness's account of the meeting in their affidavits was anywhere near accurate or complete. Both parties invited me to draw adverse inferences against each relevant deponent for having failed to give an accurate account of it.
196 Each witness might be said to varying degrees to have provided their own slant to things, and to have recorded their memories through the prism of their own cause, but I do not accept that any witness gave a deliberately untruthful version of the meeting in their affidavits.
197 Although Mr Southwick said he recorded the meeting because he had formed the view that he could not trust Mrs Deeming and he saw the recordings as an "insurance policy", it is mystifying why he kept the existence of the recordings a secret for so long after Mrs Deeming had commenced this proceeding against his leader. Mr Pesutto's explanation for not having discovered the existence of the recordings - he thought that if he did not ask Mr Southwick for copies of the recordings they could not be said to be within his "power, possession or control" within the meaning of the Federal Court Rules 2011 (Cth) about a party's obligation to discover such documents - is also dubious, although that said I accept that his evidence in that regard reflected a view of his obligation of discovery that he honestly held.
198 I return now to the chronology of relevant facts.