18 You were also previously married. Your work as a shearer necessitated, at times, long absences from home and when you were home, you were working hard to maintain a fruit block, where you grew asparagus and grapes. When the shearing ceased, your first marriage did not survive, and you and your wife separated in 2004 after 23 years of marriage. There are two children of that marriage, and both your former wife and your children support you in your present predicament. At the time of that separation, you were depressed and took an overdose of tablets, resulting in a hospitalisation overnight at the Mildura Base Hospital, and it appears that there was another suicide attempt, more recently, in late 2012. Otherwise, you have never required any psychiatric or psychological intervention. You describe yourself as a social drinker, although Mr Jeffrey Cummins, in his report dated 14 October 2013 and tendered in evidence as Exhibit 1, formed the opinion, based on the history that you gave him and what he thought was a level of denial concerning your drinking, that you suffered from an alcohol use disorder of mild severity. You have, as a younger man, intermittently smoked cannabis, but you have never used any other illicit drugs. You have otherwise been a law abiding person, you have no prior convictions and Mr Cummins regarded you as a person of average intelligence.