(iii) that he had an interest in Satanism and in this regard he described to Dr Jolly a particular picture in the house where the prisoner was living. This picture had a devil's face on it, which the prisoner said stared at him. The prisoner himself gave no evidence in Court about the picture described by Dr Jolly.
63 At the first consultation in May 1999 the prisoner told Dr Jolly why he killed Mr O'Hearn. He said the devil told him to kill somebody. He said that he did not know Mr O'Hearn; that he rode to Unanderra and then back to his house where he listened to heavy metal music. He said he then walked past where Mr O'Hearn was living, he accepted an invitation into Mr O'Hearn's residence and drank what was possibly a "spiked drink". He explained that he attacked Mr O'Hearn, wishing it was his father.
64 Then in the interview in December 1999 the prisoner gave Dr Jolly a history of having met Mr Arkell and that he was seduced on his third or fourth visit. The sexual activity that followed included masturbation, but no anal intercourse. On the day of the killing the prisoner resisted intercourse, went to massage Mr Arkell, and aggression occurred when the prisoner "was overtaken by something". On this assessment in December 1999, Dr Jolly returned to the O'Hearn killing when the prisoner described visiting Mr O'Hearn's shop with his friends and then the later visit on the day of the killing. He said that on this occasion the prisoner told him he was shown a pornographic video and the prisoner described the prisoner's thinking as being influenced by the picture referred to earlier. Dr Jolly's assessment was interrupted by the prison routine. When he left the prisoner in December 1999, Dr Jolly thought that there had been a loss of control when the killing occurred, but he was not then decided as to why.
65 The next consultation in February 2000 did not assist Dr Jolly, but on 19 July he saw the prisoner equipped with Mr Taylor's report which disclosed the allegation of sexual abuse by the father.
66 In Dr Jolly's opinion, the fact that, on the history the prisoner ultimately gave, each victim adopted a crouching position for sexual intercourse was a destabilising factor that contributed to the prisoner's loss of control. It did this because it induced a re-experience of a scene out of his childhood, acting as a trigger to anger, this because of the prisoner's sexual abuse by his father, according to the history by then available to Dr Jolly. In Dr Jolly's opinion, at the time that he killed Mr O'Hearn the prisoner was suffering from an abnormality of mind in the form of an altered state of consciousness from the impact of the heavy metal music he had been listening to and from alterations of perception that grew as he looked at the picture in the townhouse where he lived. He said this had significant impact on the prisoner's loss of control. The altered state of consciousness was extreme and the loss of control flowed from this.
67 So far as the Arkell killing was concerned, the doctor's opinion ultimately was that there was a degree of loss of consciousness manifested in continued satanic thoughts, but he was less sure of this he said than in the case of the killing of Mr O'Hearn. However, Dr Jolly's opinion was, assuming that there had been sexual abuse by the father, that this was re-experienced by the prisoner when the deceased invited anal intercourse. This operated as the force causing loss of control, with the crouch position operating as the trigger.
68 In short, Dr Jolly considered that on the occasion of each killing, the prisoner was suffering from an abnormality of mind in the form of an altered state of consciousness. He regarded the impairment thus occasioned as more than moderate, at least in the case of the O'Hearn killing, and for brief periods it may be that the prisoner could not "sort out reality". Dr Jolly agreed in the course of his cross examination that the "crouched position" of the victim was an important element in his assessment, especially in the case of the second victim, Mr Arkell. It is also clear from Dr Jolly's evidence that the doctor accepted that the prisoner had attacked each of his victims at a time when he had lost his self control.
69 Mr Taylor first saw the prisoner on 3 July 2000. The prisoner gave a history then of physical abuse by his father, but he told Mr Taylor there had been no sexual abuse. The prisoner gave a history then of what occurred between himself and Mr O'Hearn on the day of the killing that included the assertion of the earlier incident in the shop where the prisoner claimed that Mr O'Hearn had masturbated him in the closet in the shop, that later that night when he visited the victim at his home the prisoner asked him to "do that to him" and that was when the prisoner grabbed a heavy instrument and struck the victim on the head. This, of course, is a somewhat different account than that ultimately given by the prisoner as to the nature of the invitation to him immediately before he embarked upon killing Mr O'Hearn.
70 In relation to Mr Arkell, the prisoner gave a history of sexual relationship over a period of time that included anal penetration of the prisoner by his victim. He told Mr Taylor that the victim had anal and oral sex with the prisoner on the day of the killing and asked the prisoner to do the same to him and that this was when he started to kill this victim.
71 Following this first interview Mr Taylor thought that the possibilities were that the prisoner was a psychopathic killer or alternatively that he had some dissociative identity disorder type of problem. However, on the second interview five days later the prisoner gave the account that his father had sexually assaulted him from the age of seven and that this had progressed to anal intercourse from the age of twelve. The prisoner told Mr Taylor, of course, that he had entered his father. It was on this occasion the prisoner gave a further history in relation to the O'Hearn killing that O'Hearn was on his knees when the loss of control occurred.
72 Mr Taylor decided after the second interview that the prisoner was suffering from a borderline personality disorder and that when he killed Mr O'Hearn he was experiencing dissociation. He said that the borderline personality disorder amounted to abnormality of mind and that the prisoner was suffering from an extreme level of dissociation when he made his attack. In Mr Taylor's opinion the prisoner knew what was happening but his capacity to control himself was affected by a psychotic episode that came from the underlying borderline personality disorder and an extreme level of dissociation. Mr Taylor said that he held the same opinion in relation to the killing of Mr Arkell.
73 Dr Milton saw the prisoner on 17 July 2000. He had access to the statements of various witnesses, the transcripts of the ERISPs and the walkarounds and he also saw the police videos. In this last respect he enjoyed an advantage not shared by either Dr Jolly or Mr Taylor, and I regard this as a significant advantage.
74 Dr Milton assessed the prisoner as being in the upper range of average intelligence and he found no significant abnormalities in mental state examination. The prisoner was suffering no delusions or hallucinations and cognition was good. The history obtained by Dr Milton, later in point of time as it was than that obtained by Mr Taylor on 8 July, included a history of homosexual intercourse by his father.
75 The history of the O'Hearn killing taken by Dr Milton was similar to that taken by Mr Taylor on his latter assessment. The prisoner denied to Dr Milton that he had selected Mr O'Hearn at random. He described Mr O'Hearn's request to have sex and said that he had only had sex with his father before Mr O'Hearn got down on his hands and knees asking to massage him and to touch his penis. It was then, according to the prisoner, that he hit the victim with the decanter. He maintained to Dr Milton that he had no intention of killing Mr O'Hearn when he went there but he exploded into a rage.
76 Turning to Mr Arkell, the prisoner said that on the day of the killing there was "some sexual stuff and he wanted me to do it to him. I exploded again". He told Dr Milton that he killed Mr Arkell "because of the rage, I didn't plan to kill him that day." Dr Milton, having considered the prisoner's responses and presentation at the ERISPs, considered that the prisoner displayed in the ERISPs awareness of events and self control in the killing of both victims, and that his conduct showed an awareness that what he was doing was wrong. Based upon the prisoner's account to the police in the ERISPs, and in the walkarounds and on his manner during such, Dr Milton considered it unlikely that the prisoner was in a state of uncontrolled rage, psychosis or dissociation at the time of either killing and that a further feature of the prisoner's behaviour when describing what he had done to the police was that he showed no feelings for the suffering of his victims.
77 Dr Milton did not agree with the assessment of Dr Jolly or the assessment of Mr Taylor. Dr Milton rejected Mr Taylor's opinion that the prisoner was suffering from a borderline personality disorder and, indeed, he considered that none of the criteria of DSM-IV in relation to that disorder was satisfied.
78 Dr Milton was of the opinion that what motivated these killings was "a general feeling of anger, perhaps arising from loneliness, shyness, teasing at school, and unhappiness in a family situation."
79 However as to both killings, Dr Milton did not consider that there was any substantial impairment by abnormality of mind, that the prisoner was capable of understanding what he was doing, and of knowing what he was doing was wrong and that he was capable of controlling himself.
80 Both Dr Jolly and Mr Taylor acknowledged that the validity of the opinions expressed by them depended upon an acceptance of the histories upon which their opinions were based. The findings which I have recorded impact upon the significance of their evidence. I have not found that the prisoner was sexually abused by his father and I have not found that either victim was attacked in the circumstances claimed by the prisoner in his evidence. I have rejected the prisoner's account that the deceased O'Hearn placed himself on his hands and knees, with his trousers down, inviting anal intercourse. I have rejected the prisoner's account that the attack upon Mr Arkell was at a time when there was a loss of self control because Mr Arkell invited the prisoner to penetrate him.
81 The opinions expressed by Dr Milton are not based upon the acceptance of histories ultimately not proved to be the fact. Moreover, as I have already observed, Dr Milton had the opportunity of seeing the videos. In my opinion, the evidence of Dr Milton is to be preferred to that of Dr Jolly and to that of Mr Taylor.
82 With this conclusion in mind, I return to the issues of provocation and substantial impairment by abnormality of mind.
83 I find that the Crown proved beyond reasonable doubt, in relation to the killings of both Mr O'Hearn and Mr Arkell, that the deceased did not engage in conduct or utter words directed to or affecting the prisoner before the acts causing the death of the deceased, which conduct and/or words were provocative. I am also satisfied beyond reasonable doubt that the prisoner did not lose his self control before or during the attack on either of his victims.
84 In re-visiting the issue of impairment by abnormality of mind to determine whether there was some impairment by abnormality of mind such as might mitigate the seriousness of these crimes or either of them, I have decided that there was not. Accepting for present purposes, as Dr Milton opined, that these killings were motivated by anger from the sources identified by Dr Milton and to which I referred earlier (para 78), such did not constitute any abnormality of mind. I do not consider that there was any abnormality of mind arising from an underlying condition such as impacted upon the prisoner's ability to control himself at the time when he attacked either victim or that there was any loss of control in either case. I would add that I do not find that the prisoner's capacity to understand events or to judge whether what he was doing was right or wrong was impaired in any way at the time of committing either crime.
85 I bear in mind that the prisoner surrendered himself to the police. Before doing so he had acknowledged to his girlfriend "that he had done some really bad things" (T327), and before going to the police he confessed to his tae-kwon-do instructor that he had killed both Mr O'Hearn and Mr Arkell. In the course of the ERISP concerning the killing of Mr O'Hearn the prisoner said that he had spoken to Mr Day because he had "a real guilty conscience" (Q585) and in the course of the ERISP concerning the killing of Mr Arkell, the prisoner said that he came forward because it was "the right thing to do and I had to get the shit off my chest" (Q616). The prisoner did tell Dr Milton that he thought he was a suspect for the killings before he surrendered (T730); the prisoner had left at the scene of the Arkell killing his tracksuit pants and boots; and he had subsequently seen these displayed in photos in the newspaper, presumably in conjunction with news items about the Arkell killing. Further, the police had interviewed the prisoner concerning these killings prior to his surrender. However, whether the prisoner was close to arrest, or whether indeed he was under suspicion as at 30 September 1998 I am unable to determine. I consider it is a circumstance to be weighed in the prisoner's favour that he did surrender himself and that he did cooperate with the police in the ERISPs and on the walkarounds.
86 Whatever his motive may have been in surrendering himself however, I do not find the prisoner to be contrite for these crimes. Whilst the prisoner acknowledged responsibility for the killings when he surrendered and subsequently, and whilst he did say in the course of his evidence that since he has been in gaol he had had a few nightmares about what he had done (T552), the prisoner neither displayed in his demeanour nor did he express in his testimony during the trial any remorse for these killings. He gave no evidence subsequent to the trial in the course of the hearing on sentence.
87 Whilst I do not have the benefit of any medical evidence directed to this issue, common sense dictates, having regard to the manner and the circumstances in which the prisoner re-offended in the space of fourteen days, that the risk that the prisoner would offend again is a very real one.
88 The prisoner was seen by other occupants in the townhouse where he was living in June 1998 to have and to read a book, "The A to Z of Serial Killers" which, as its title suggests, considers the misdeeds of a number of serial killers. I am satisfied beyond reasonable doubt, having assessed the evidence of Adam Brauer and Annette Schreiber, that the prisoner had this book and that he was seen to read from it before these killings. The book contained many entries in the prisoner's handwriting. Dr Jolly did not consider what the prisoner wrote in the book afforded any insight into the prisoner's state of mind at the time of the killings (T706) and Mr Taylor considered it was hard to place any particular meaning on what was written there. Mr Taylor thought what was written might have been written as fantasy or to get rid of very angry feelings (T695).
89 However Dr Milton took a different view of this book and what the prisoner wrote in it. Dr Milton considered that the writings in the book were relevant to indicate the state of mind of the prisoner at the time of the killings (T748). Of particular relevance in the present context though, is the significance Dr Milton considered was to be attached to a number of entries. Inside the flyleaf the prisoner had written at some time after the killings:
"My List
Who will be my No. 3.
The possibilities are endless including [there then follows a large number of names, in excess of 40, and then some categories]
Some Satanic faggot
Some horny faggot
Some sexy prostitute male or female."