34 You had some issues with depression and in 2001 your father died unexpectedly from a massive stroke on your birthday, exacerbating your issues with depression, and it was around that time you met Nick Radev, another person who was murdered during the gangland wars. He claimed to have a similar background to you in that he lived in a communist country as a refugee, and a friendship developed. Radev was in fact a well known drug dealer and you became involved with, and through him, in the use of amphetamines and cocaine. After some problems with Radev, relating to his promises to set you up in gymnasiums, you had a falling out with him in early 2003, and your drug use, which had become obvious by that point, spiralled out of control. On one occasion, in March of 2003, as a result of the ingestion of drugs, you were admitted to hospital due to an overdose of tablets ,in a form of attempted suicide. You moved to Geelong shortly after this incident and Keith Faure assisted you in regaining your health, and you formed a very close friendship with both him and his wife. This continued until the time of this offending, and beyond, right up till the time that Keith Faure determined that he would assist the police, make the statements and give evidence implicating you and others in this murder. It is clear that the relationship with Keith Faure and his wife was a very strong one up until that time, and you referred to them as auntie and uncle. You spent much of your time on remand sharing a cell with Keith Faure. Some of the conversations that occurred between you and Keith Faure were played to the jury during your trial.