12 Both the solicitor and the barrister who had represented the applicant up to the time he entered his pleas of guilty were called to give evidence in the Crown's response to the applicant's claim. From their accounts emerged a chronology which may here be briefly stated. As noted above, my rulings on the disputed evidentiary matters were delivered (in writing, but without detailed reasons) on 22 May. On 23 May the two legal representatives, together with a third, anticipating that the trial would commence on or about 24 May, spent a good part of the day inspecting the various locations where the offences were said to have been committed. During the afternoon, probably relatively late in the afternoon, they attended at the Silverwater Prison, where the applicant was being held, to confer with him. At this time, on their evidence, both expected that the trial would continue and the applicant would enter pleas of not guilty. However, during the conference, the question of a change of plea was raised. The applicant asked the two counsel to leave him alone with the solicitor for a time and further discussions took place. The counsel returned and, eventually, the applicant gave instructions that he would plead guilty. It should here be observed that discussions between the representatives of the Crown and of the applicant had preceded all of these events, including the delivery of rulings, and the arrangement (which eventuated) of an indictment containing six charges, with the remainder of the allegations to be dealt with by way of Form 1 pursuant to the Crimes (Sentencing Procedure) Act, had been canvassed. It was this arrangement that the applicant agreed to.
13 In relation to the conference at Silverwater on 23 May, Mr Turnbull said that he had made a note that the applicant was "red eyed and subdued". Mr Adamson, the solicitor, described him as "deflated". Mr Adamson remembered his demeanour on 24 May, the day the applicant entered his pleas, as "agitated".
14 However, Mr Turnbull was adamant that the applicant was alert and proactive during the Silverwater conference, that there was no apparent cause for concern in his demeanour on 24 May, and that he (Mr Turnbull) took steps to satisfy himself, and did satisfy himself, that the applicant was fully conversant with the proposal that was put to him and fully understood it. The evidence of both lawyers was that extensive discussions took place before the applicant decided to plead guilty. Neither observed any signs that the applicant was affected by drugs, whether medicinal or illicit. I am satisfied that he fully understood the implications of the advice he was given, the discussions about the merits of entering pleas of guilty and the prospects of acquittal, and that the applicant decided to plead guilty essentially because of the strength of the Crown case, and the benefits he could receive from the course he ultimately took. At heart, this was because the applicant acknowledged his guilt of the offences, an acknowledgment expressly reinforced when he was questioned in court.
15 I have no doubt that the applicant's decision was, to a large extent, influenced by the adverse voir dire rulings. However, he did not at any time claim that his capacity to make a reasoned judgment was affected by shock or disappointment at the result. The decision he made was, above all, a realistic one.
16 An attempt was made to make something of the accounts of the applicant's demeanour but, in my view, it takes only a moment's thought to understand why the applicant would have been in a condition such as to warrant these descriptions. A lengthy voir dire, in which he had plainly hoped to exclude some, if not most, of the Crown evidence, had occupied a good deal of the recent past, and a result which was entirely unfavourable to him had been delivered. It must have been obvious that this decision was devastating to his prospects of an acquittal on any or all of the charges he faced. Further, the applicant was facing the prospect of admitting to the commission of a large number of very serious, very violent crimes; and a lengthy period of imprisonment. It is little wonder that he was emotionally dislocated. However, that does not imply that he was not fully conscious of the decision he took and its ramifications, nor that his decision to plead guilty was not made for proper reasons: that is, that he knew that he was guilty of the offences to which he pleaded guilty, (and the additional offences of which he admitted his guilt).
17 Criticism was made of the legal representatives, in particular the solicitor, in relation to notes taken (or in some cases not taken) during the conferences. However, this does not persuade me that there was any pressure, impropriety, or influence that could be said to affect the integrity of the applicant's pleas. The applicant had to face the reality of the cases he was facing.
18 I do not accept that the applicant was not fully aware of what he was doing when he entered his pleas of guilty. In this respect, I am entitled to take into account the strength of the Crown case, with which I have a more than usual familiarity by reason the extensive matters canvassed on the voir dire. The reasons for judgment demonstrate the detailed examination that was made of the Crown evidence. In my opinion the applicant legitimately pursued his options in challenging the admission of that evidence, but, having failed to achieve the exclusion of any of the evidence, he recognised the strong likelihood of conviction, and was made aware the benefit that could still accrue to him if he were to plead guilty. I am fully conscious that there is a distinction between making a firm decision to plead guilty because of the recognition of the inevitability, or probability, of conviction, and a decision to plead guilty because of a consciousness of guilt. In relation to the latter, the strength of the Crown case is not an irrelevant consideration. I am quite satisfied, having regard to the Crown case, as well as to the evidence adduced in support of the application, that the applicant entered his pleas because he was fully aware that he was guilty of the offences charged. There is no other discretionary reason why he should be permitted to withdraw pleas of guilty properly entered. According, the application is dismissed.