You informed Mr Ball also that you had a 'blurred recollection' of the offences and explained this in the context of being affected by alcohol at the time. You further stated to him that you were experiencing depression and low self-esteem associated with being unemployed for over a year, related to a broken bone in your hand. You described both you and [LM] drinking prior to the offending.
In particular, you assert that you were both under the influence of alcohol and lost control of yourselves and the situation just escalated. You described your actions of splashing turpentine on [LM] as "very stupid". You expressed remorse and regret for your behaviour in relation to the offending and said such behaviour was very much out of character. In particular, you are quoted as saying:
"I'm very sorry for what I said and did. I've never done anything like that before. I will never do anything like that again."
Mr Ball was of the opinion that you suffer from low self-esteem and see yourself as inadequate or unworthy. Furthermore, he considers that you maintain a pessimistic view of the world where other people are typically portrayed as cold and rejecting. In particular, Mr Ball could find no evidence of explosive violence, episodic dyscontrol or intermittent explosive disorder in your history, medical records, psychometric testing or during the course of your clinical interviews.
In particular, Mr Ball states:
"Mr Sullivan is conflicted in his interpersonal relationships and is afraid he may be seen in a poor light. He associates interpersonal relationships with having to take considerable emotional risks. His conflict in relation to whether he should form meaningful relationships causes him to be moody and resentful. He may be friendly and cooperative at times, but may become negativistic or hostile, only to feel guilty later and behave contritely. This becomes cyclic in its manifestation and to a large extent underpins his repeated alcohol abuse as he attempts to self-medicate dysphoric (sad) mood that accompanies this conflict."
Mr Ball considered that you satisfied the diagnostic criteria for alcohol use disorder in early remission and that you had taken full advantage of opportunities provided to you to overcome your alcohol problem. Although medical records suggested that you had been treated for depression, Mr Ball found no significant symptoms of depression.
I refer to the progress report in relation to The Bail Support Program dated 3 June 2013. You were originally assessed on 8 May 2013, at which time you were deemed suitable for the CISP Program. Such report confirmed that to date you have complied with attending the various assessments and counselling sessions.[2]